Maybe it's not about the happy ending, maybe its about the story.
Maybe it's not about the story at all, but about the adventure. The confidence in knowing that this story is yours. These blank pages yours to fill, your life to create. Catching feelings is like catching a cold. You can't prevent it and it sucks.
Are you every so stressed out that you can’t sleep. Then the next day your even more stressed because you got no sleep because you were to busy stressing? That’s me! Then you get pissed. We’ve been in school already for weak and I’m making dumb mistakes. One class I had an open book test, but I couldn’t find my book, so that test I barley passed. Turns out my professor had collected them and forgot to give them back. Another class I forgot that I had to site three sources so for my discussion homework, I citied one. This week was supposed to be a new start for me. A double reading, triple checking, one mistake is ok week. Guess what happens though. A teacher assigns two assignments and neither one can I open. It says “credentials to open this page not given”. Before it was my foolishness that had me missing out on things. Now it’s the professor’s fault and not mine, but so help me if he says its mine anyway… I'm honestly not. Like once you get to know me you wish I had a filter, because I don't. I have just learn't the hard way that trusting people can end badly, so I'm cautious. It's not me being shy, it's me doing what I'm supposed to be doing and protecting myself. Pardon me if I'm not sharing secrets or my life story. I know by now that some people care and other people are just nosy.
Come backs are everything. Even if you don't mean them, but here area few that I go to for sass. What are yours?
I honestly didn't think I'd have something to write about so soon. You want to know what makes me feel better? You guys! Want to know what helps me relax? Ranting! Now if you've looked at "Maybe I'm Insane" it's not all rainbows and sunshine, but neither is life, for example...
Does anyone else find it annoying when people come to you because their upset. Yet when their happy they don't even look your way? I'm not here to mope with you guys oh no, I'm here to complain! Friendship goes two ways because their are two people. You and me, You respect me, I respect you. I make you laugh you make me laugh. This isn't "friend for a day" or "need you when I want you". I'm a bomb ass person, your a bomb as person appreciate it and know your worth. |